in Control, the only force mighty enough to bring order to the chaos that is my world.I believe
that I am the most vile, worthless and useless person ever to have existed on this planet, and that I am totally unworthy of anyone's time and/or attention.I believe
that other people who tell me differently must be idiots. If they could see how I really am, then they would hate me almost as much as I do.I believe
in oughts, musts and shoulds as unbreakable laws to determine my daily behaviour.I believe
in perfection and strive to attain it.I believe
in salvation through trying just a bit harder than I did yesterday.I believe
in calorie counters as the inspired word of god, and memorize them accordingly.I believe
in bathroom scales as an indicator of my daily successes and failures.I believe
in hell, because I sometimes think that I'm living in it.I believe
in my need to lose weight & I will strive for it until I can achieve it.
I'm a dreamer, no one believes me, and you don't either.